Check-in

Hey

It's been a while.

Since we last spoke, I've been trying to get my life back together. My husband has been doing his best to take care of me even though I know he was hurting too. She was his baby.

I honestly think it hurts more knowing that he's trying to give me strength to keep going and doing what I need to do when we have both suffered in this loss. We both have had so many pets since before we were born. And honestly, it never gets easier.

I still look for her, hoping she'll pop out like she normally would for treats and pets. It hurts when she doesn't.

September is just not a good month for me.

But I'm going to try to get back into things. I've been forced to go out more w I got two books for learning Japanese and I'm trying my best to keep on top of my studies with making flash cards for vocabulary. I hope it will stick this time.

And now I'm trying to get back to blogging.

Basically I'm doing everything I can to keep distracted. 

I hope I can be happy again.