(♪)//306 AND THERE IT IS🥸⌒☆+ﾟ

This last week was def the week from hell. 

My personal stuff is finally calming down (slowly). Still applying to every job I can. And lots of pups got sick at my previous job. 

Yup. That’s right. Previous job. 

I was let go over the phone after getting good news that almost all the pups were recovering. I knew the doctor visit would kill most of the funds and that would kill my employment. 

But such is life right? At least the babies will be ok. I knew it deep in my heart that was going to be the result when I basically forced the bosses to get those babies in asap.  

I’m just lost now. I sleep stupid hours and eat as little as possible. I have Hubs and his mom to support me but I hate leaning on them for everything. And it’s all I got now. Half tempted to sell everything I have. Even though nobody buys anything I’m selling anyway w

In any case, I’m desperate. I’m lost. All I can do is continue to job hunt and play Tales games to try to get my spirits back up. Those games are always good for that. 

That’s my checkin for now even though nobody reads anything I have anywhere w

Maybe I’ll try to blog more to just do something productive. Blogging is for myself anyway.